I am here, I am still here.

It has been such a long time since I wrote something here. Those, who know me and follow me knows my passion for writting. The reason why I do not write much lately is the language barrier.  Today, I would love to update you What I have been doing.
2018 did not start well for me. I have lost my job and the time got hard. Living alone does not give you any income apart from the income you are able to do by yourself. When I found a new job I started to work shifts. I had no time for myself and I felt like I have no life.
Since June, I am off work again as I could not take the pressure anymore and needed some time for myself. After 13 years of working, I had nothing to do. The time is still very hard and the income low but I would like to talk about things that make me happy. If you are a grammar nerd, do not read my blog.
There are two things in my life I truly love and cherish.

Tarot, the world of unknown.

I love being a tarot reader. It makes my heart happy to be able to help and make other people happy. It is a never-ending process of self-education. I have learned so much over the past few months. I have also started work as tarot reader for the public.

The artsy Migi on the block.

I have already written a post about my flirt with art, so I will try to make it short. A year ago I met an amazing person on the internet. We became friends and I started to focus on art more. I have made my first art project. It was a picture of Christina Aguilera which I love and adore! She is my queen. I used a mixed media to style her up and make her my sassy queen.

The picture I did was a great success. I was happy and confident enough to start my very first altered book. Since Christina Aguilera is my queen, she had to be on the cover of my altered book.

Soon after, I started my Youtube and made a video of my very first altered book.

It makes me so happy to see people coming to my Youtube to watch my videos. I only have a small group of subscribers but I feel blessed for such inspiring people. My goal for 2018 is to reach 100 subscribers. For someone like me, living in a small place it would be a blessing. I love talking to people, learning from each other and see them to follow their dreams.

Michal Migimoon is my youtube page. You are more than welcome to visit my channel.

The future

I would like to more focus on my youtube channel and make new videos where I would mix the art with my tarot experiences. I would love to show people How enjoyable could be learning tarot and create their own Altered Tarot journal. That way, I would be able to continue to feed my artsy self and my spiritual self. No time to waste.

Lastly, I would like to say a big thank you to LorriMarie and our village for all the love and support in this crazy hard time. You all are my huge inspiration, my family I love and adore.

Simply thank you to all my supporters.

Broken angel

It was the beginning of December 2017 when I was thinking about a Christmas present for the very special couple. They have been married for many years. They have been supporting each other for as long as you could think of.

It is my step sister and her husband. Their marriage is so pure and beautiful. They do not know I do adore their friendship and the connection. I wanted purely to make them happy and ordered something unique for them.

I have contacted amazing friends I have who makes the most amazing candles. It was a pair candle, an angel couple. The days went by and the package arrived.

When I opened the package I felt sad. The pair candle was fine but the male angel did not have a head. The head was smashed into the sand, destroyed. I have decided to keep it for myself. Someone else would just throw it away but I could not. For me, the candle had a purpose.

It reminds me How much love is missing in my life.....

Today, I was thinking about it again. Yes, few days in 2018 and I felt alone again. Just before my trip to visit my mom, I got myself pretty down. I sat in a car and was just talking to my best friend Gigi. Gigi is my personal angel who knows everything and anything about me. Supports me, even when I do not listen.

I put a random CD in my player and started to drive. Still, in my self-demotivated mood, i was asking Gigi, is that really the way it is gonna be? A car in front of me stopped fast and made me hit the break. Once my car stopped, I was just staring in front of me, when a song on my player started.

Leonna Lewis and Jennifer Hudson- Love is your color
"Ooh Ooh
Just when you think it's over
You're hit with a brand new start
And you found out right there within you
That you never lost that spark.
Love Is Your Color
It makes you shine,
So show your color
It comes from inside.
Some say
But Love is your color,
It makes you shine
Sometimes it's hard to cope
But you'll always know
It's your color
It comes from inside
Everything else is black and white
Love is
Your color
Love is a force that we can't hold back like
Love is a friend
That will hold your hand
Always right there by your side.
Love is a color,
Oh it makes you shine
I know
(I know)
I know
It comes from inside
Everything else is black and white.
Oh no no no no
Love is your color
Love is your color
It makes…"

There, I heard my answer which made me bow in amazement.
Thank you, angels, for an amazing day.
I found myself today.